Maths was everything but good. I panicked in the exam, forgot my formula and left out few questions each carrying out 10 marks. I am practically severely doomed. Forget an A* I am hoping for luck to grant me at least an A. I am severely devastated and depressed. My ego cant take such mistakes.
I look at my tutee Farzana who is happy with whatever she does, and I learn to appreciate what I have. Perhaps its god's way of telling me, you should major in something Mathematics in life so that you can feel satisfied. or even its god's way of telling me that you know you mathematical ability limits now, so plan wisely.
Either way, I quote my best friend shangkaree "You are one of those people who no matter what ends up getting the best of life". So the question is, do you trust God enough to not worry?
I recieved an Insipirational mail by Naqiah today, one example include. "I dont get mad when my husband is a couch potato, at least he is with me". "I dont get mad when the lawn isnt mowed at least I have a house". I dont care whether my maths was screwed up, at least I have the chance to study.
Bhagavad Gita
"Neither in this world nor elsewhere is there any happiness in store for him who always doubts."
Om shakti Karumari.
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